I Owe Myself An Apology

I am publicly apologizing to myself. While I am quite proud of what I have accomplished in the literary and business world I am not living up to my full potential. And honestly, there is no excuse for it. While I should have been writing, I was watching TV. While I should have been blogging, I was on FB talking about nonsense and looking at other people’s nonsense. When I should have been learning how to better market myself and my books, I was taking a nap.

Anyone who knows me knows that I hate stress and I LOVE sleep. In most cases, the less you do the less stress you have. However, a little organization in a midst of a busy schedule goes a long way in alleviating that “OMG I have so much to do and so little time to do it” feeling. Oh by the way, I am also unorganized. All of these are issues I could fix if I wanted to. It will take work to change the way I have operated for years but I can do it. Scratch that, I WILL DO IT.

I have goals that won’t accomplish themselves and nobody is going to drop the six figure income I say I want to make in my lap. If I want it, I have to do the work it takes to get it. Unless I win the lottery but considering I rarely buy tickets, I doubt that will happen.

So, I’m sorry Jae Henderson. I haven’t been giving you my all. I’m only going to live once and I owe it to myself to be the best me I can be. I don’t want to be 80 years old talking about shoulda, coulda, woulda.

I have issued a challenge myself to go hard for the next 90 days. I have worked hard before but never consistently.  I am known for resting after an wonderful accomplishment. No more of that!  My 90 days began on December 5^th. After 90 days, I will critique myself and hopefully, I’ll have lots of wonderful accomplishments to celebrate. But I most definitely won’t stop there.

Get ready abundant success…I’m coming for you!

Hey Self! You Ready! Leggo!